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To much to elude

By Angela M Andrews


I feel the tears of rage building up inside,
I feel the my heart breaking
I know I am utterly alone
All I asked was to show me you love me
All I asked was to show me that you hold me
All I asked was for your attention
And in return you make me feel pain
And in return you scare my soul
I wish I could make you see
How much you fucking hurt me
I wish I could make you see all the ugly you put in me
I now know the day is coming
And I know I rather end it then for you to
You elude me
You donít show me love
You donít show me you care
You abuse me
You mentally fuck me
You are the reason I want to die
I am feeling the rage
You put me down
Because you are lower then me
What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
I wish I could share this with you.
©Angela M Andrews 2003 FindersRkeepers Publishing